FRIENDS

Hello guys.I have no idea to talk about today.Hmm,let's talk about my younger brother.What you guys think when someone go to library at this hour? Does he want to study or what ._. whatever lah lil bro.As long as you know how to take care of yourself is the best.Done with my brother.Hihihi

I was touched when I read my partner's messages last night.It was so hurtful to let he disappear from my vision yet it is good for me cuz I dont wanna have friends at this moment.Im still phobia with what just happened to me early this year.I just could not believe it when my own friends back stabbed me! However,I just hope the best for my partner and my so called friends.Wish you all the best in your life!

The new me.I just coloured my hair and changed my hair style as someone stole my look! Good luck with that copycat! Love you my lovers and also my haters :) p.s im sorry if this contents isnt useful or important to read but I just love to blog anyway #peace

BFF

Hey guys.What a wonderful day we're having today.I fought with all my friends today and my lovely partner.It just so sad cuz my partner didnt want to take pic together with me.My partner said he dont want to get humiliated when our pic gets into a wrong hand.What's the big deal? It just a picture okay not a porn vid.So now,I dont wanna meet him anymore cuz I dont him to get humiliated when he with me as he said so.The evidence becomes stronger day by day which all of persons that I known are just want to take advantages on me.All of them! My mission which I want to have less dramas in life is sort of impossible to have cuz Im going thru with dramas all the time yet I couldnt avoid myself from dramas.It just so hard to do so.Hmm

My Bff asked for apology yesterday cuz she always bring up the old stories
.It just so frustrating when someone that you loved the most hurts you like youre living in a hell.She said that I ignored her when I had a lover before.Once again I was thinking and wondering what makes she said that to everyone and now Im paying the price.I really wants her to think back who is the one that is not there for me.I talked with her every day and night but she acted like nothings happened between us.

I just hope that I will find someone that really loves and cares about me in the future #searching

                                                          Old pic with my Bff

KARMA

Assalamualaikum y'alls.I had no clue whenever I do and treat someone exactly like they did and treated me get so mad at me.Why is it so? I have no feelings isnt it? HELLO,I just wanted you to feel what I felt by your actions.It is not my intention to make you mad at me but it just that I want you to realize how I felt when you treated me those ways.However,Im over with it now cuz one of my missions this year is to have less dramas in my life yet it is so fun to have it.Move on with different topic,I had so much fun with my sister and my brother in law last night as we watched movie,G.I JOE together.Its been awhile since my sister and I have been not hang out together as she just labored couple months ago.Moreover,I think my BFF mad at me cuz I didnt bring her to watch movie together.Its not that I dont wanna bring her but I knew that she is broke now and I cant treat her always as Im leaving Miri soon and I need money to live in Bintulu.I just hope that she would not mad at me cuz she also have watched movie with her friend without me and I didnt get offended by her action.I just hope that she would feel the same way too as I did.Also to the who is fighting with me now.I just want you to feel how long I have been waiting for you and the only thing that I want from you now is apology :)

Paranoid.

Hi guys!As i was woke up in bed this morning somehow i thought about going back to school again.Damn,I miss to go to school.It's not because I miss the teacher yes a bit but most of it is I miss to chat with my classmates though some of them were bookworms,nerds and geeks but I loved to chat with them cuz I didnt feel fake when I was with them.English class is the class that I really miss the most cuz my classmates and I always had so much fun with our English teacher,Madam Hon.She is so funny and adorable and she mostly alike my BFF,Eliza Jita Unchang #forever.Although my Biology's teacher dislike me lots yet I still miss him.Hahahaha,I really miss his teases and insults on me #weirdo.See down there,Its my pic wearing a school uniform ;)

Are you the one?

Am i a loner or what to write two posts in a day? No Im not.It just that i feel I wanna write more just to add post in my blogs as I deleted the older posts.I had so much fun with one of my partner just now.I just knew that we have lots in common.It's funny when someone that you likes a lot have same characteristics and passion as yours.As Im speaking of characteristic,my partner and I likes to talk in front of the mirror and etc but I just wanna highlight that we likes to talk in front of the mirror! Creepy and fun at the same time.We also likes history a lot! We kept asking question about history that we learnt in school just to test either we were saying the truth or not and absolutely I did say the truth.Surprisingly,my partner also said the truth.We laughed and enjoyed so much this day cuz we have known for couple months and we just knew that we have lots in common.Actually,there are lots of in common of ourselves but I just highlighted those two cuz I find it is creepy for someone to talk in front of the mirror and someone who likes history is a boring person which is so untrue cuz Im a fun guy and my partner also genuinely wonderful and exciting :)

New chapter is coming!

Assalamualaikum guys,seriously its been awhile i didnt blog.I deleted my old posts cuz i think i wanna start a new wonderful life.Well,there's nothing new regarding my relationship,friendship and career life though i dont have a career yet.HAHAHA.Recently,I just got my SPM's result and it didnt go well and it's not what i expected! I think i just have failed in my life but some friends of mine said it just a beginning of a new chapter in my life although i disagree with them cuz to me SPM is the key for your future.It decides what you're turning to when you grow up soon.Eventually,i have to accept my result with an open heart cuz i know ALLAH have a better plan for me in the future.Somehow,im freaking out now cuz im afraid that i couldnt pursue my dream as a lawyer #sad.Hope the best for me though ! If u wanna see me in the latest version,just scroll below.It's my recent pic :) #peace